๐ THURSDAY PRAYER – MENTORSHIP POST: INTERNAL POWER OF BESTOWAL
INTERNAL POWER OF BESTOWAL
THURSDAY PRAYER: MENTORSHIP POST
LET`S WALK WITH THE RABBI
READING: between afternoon and sunset of Monday
PRAY FOR INTERNAL POWER OF BESTOWAL
-by Rabbi Michael Laitman
To ask is to search, demand, and even ask for my own transformation. After all, I have to express my own desire for it. I sentence myself (this is the meaning of โto prayโ or โLehitpalelโ in Hebrew), I investigate which attributes I lack and how I can attain the force of bestowal.
This force exists inside the society. Therefore, if I enter the society, develop a desire to โclotheโ in my friends with all my heart and soul, and connect with them internally so as to totally dissolve in this connection, then I will find the power of bestowal there. This is exactly what I pray for.
I pray to reach such a state in which I will see that everyone is perfect and connected. This situation is called Shechina (Divinity), the general gathering of souls (Knesset Israel). I want to be there, and I pray for the connection that brings together all the souls yearning for โYashar-Elโ (straight to the Creator) to be realized in me.
I donโt turn to some external power or desire that exists independently, or to some imaginary figure. All the prayers are aimed at Malchut (of the world of Atzilut or the world of Infinity), to the connection between us, in which we discover mutual bestowal. I want this state to be revealed to me, and this is what is ask for.
This is a very delicate point, and we have to be careful not to start imagining some statue or figure, but only the state in which we are connected and incorporated in each other, tied together in complete bestowal. More correctly, it should be called an attribute and not a force because a force may seem as something distant, while an attribute is what I intend to acquire myself. These are very slight differences, but they determine the cleanliness of my attitude, and hence they are so crucial.
It says: โThere is none else besides Him,โ however, we have to imagine this as our state in a perfect system. Then we can be sure that we wonโt be mistaken.